Updates and Holiday News

well hello guys... its been what a month since i last posted a blog? haha! you really cant blame me! i had the time of my life when i was in the states... so maybe its time i told u guys all about it... itll be a quick summary so bear with me...so we arrived at O'hare International Airport (OIA) on nov 7, around night time... cant remember the exact time sorry... when we arrived at my titas house we were greeted by the family... i was so glad to be able to see my cousins again.. i havent seen them in about 7 years? yup thats about it... during my first week, my dad went around the country to do his job while i was stuck at chicago being his "chaufer" as he would call it... personally i was best described as a secretary... thank god i did all those papers at school... during this time i spent the days inside the house... honestly i was still getting used to the language here... its not everyday you must speak in english all the time ryt? after i got used to it, my cosuins took me out to meet their frends.. i would like to name them Sam, Charm, Greg, Sam (samantha) and Mike.. ( they wont read this soits ok to say name... hehe..) these people are my "barkada" while i was there and they took me, well, EVERYWHERE! apart from my usual chaufering duties, we went to the movies, bars, night clubs, parties, casinos, shows, restos, u name it! i personally loved the food there... pizzas are awesome and you wouldnt believe the servings... and they wonder why americans eat too much? haha! highlights of my trip are of course the Gossip Girl show...(BLAKE LIVELY!!! HOT!!!) and the Twilight caravan in Phoenix... yes phoenix... we went there and i had to endure a 1/2 day of driving... thank god for fast food... mcdo and BK saved me.... oh wendys too... hahaha! anywho, i missed everyone back home... i call the once in a while... usually its AA,MM,RL,MLM, and of course ME... hahaha! to some people knows who ME is.. hahaha! today im home.. just arrived here last dec 10 in the evening... immediately called those who i needed to call... btw, first time i have to go home using a taxi from the airport... hahaha! i went home to enroll in my subjects... by this time im done already... well ill still try to go into c37 speecom... i wanna disturb someone there... haha! you know who u are! haha! ill attend a couple of gathering... one already done with AA,MLM,and ET...(ET... haha! alien! gets to ni AA)... once thats done, ill be going back to the states to spend xmas and new year there... but no worries, will be back before the term starts... whoooo... there... yur now updated... ill see u when i see u guys ayt? ciao!

Unbelievable....

hey guys...

just need a way to release this damn feeling inside of me now...

just a little recap on what has been happening in my life so far. currently im staying at home due to the fact that i didnt enroll for this term due to circumstances beyond my control. for lasallians, i took a LOA. hope u know what that means. sorry for not sharing with everyone this information. in all honesty, i didnt want u guys to worry about me too much. (you do feel sorry for me ryt? haha!) no worries, by next term i will be alive again. still that didnt stop me from going to school to meet my friends ryt? haha! so i would like to prefer to be labeled as a rounin meaning a wanderer. it lessens the fact that im a parasite of society now. haha! oh joy....

next up, this thursday evening im going on a sort of vacation to the states. will be staying at my aunts place in Chicago. will be staying there for 2 mnths... yeah i know ill miss the xmas party thats been planning.. i cant help it.. my dad has business in the states so i really dont have a choice.. i cant bear to stay home with my mom.. (to those who dont know, me and my mom dont really get along, for personal reasons) imagine living with someone u utterly disagree on everything she does... imagine this, we were just about to leave when my mom berates my dad again on unpaid bills, dues, etc. she keeps saying that my dad is a freeloader who doesnt do anything for our family.. well excuse me, i dont see her paying our tuition fees, or giving us allowances, or paying the bills, or even working for money. NOOOOOOOO! she bombards us with constants complaints on how life sucks.. if she hasnt noticed yet there is a recession going on in the world. and that makes it hard to earn money. my dad is working his ass of just so we can survive. i know, ive been with him sometimes when he works. he also usually confides in me to release stress.. if theres one thing ive learned in lyf is that money is not everything. you can have all of it but not be truly happy. unfortunately, my mom doesnt sees that. dont get me wrong, i still love my mom. because shes, well, my mom. its a given thing that u cant erase. i just cant stand the way she looks at life... in my view she has that defeated mentality that is basically bringing our family down... shes been like this for the past 13 years... im 19 just so you know... so basically shes been like that almost my whole life... 

so im going to chicago for some time... mainly to get away from her.. dont get me wrong ill miss my sisters... i feel sorry for them that they got caught up in all this... ill really miss my friends here... mainly because they help me forget these things going on in my family... too all you guys, ill miss you all! so pls be regularly online? kay? hahaha! 

dont get me wrong guys, apart form these things happening, life is good for me.. sorry for the harsh words... just to make it clear i dont hate my mom, i hate her principles... i hope these things dont happen to you...

one more thing, from now on ill be using codes for names in my blogs. i wanna keep this blog anonymous to the majority. also i like to keep others privacy to avoid issues... so you can refer to me as "GLASY".... some people will figure out why i chose that.. hahaha! well i wrote enough for a day... see yah next tym!

-GLASY

Then there was light....

hey guys!

just got started on the wonderful world of blogging... i wont say much on my first blog... but expect me to say my deepest and darkest feelings here... 

about my page title... tsukuyomi and amaterasu... yes naruto inspired me with it, but i wont use the explanation in the manga... let me explain: Amaterasu means literally "illuminates Heaven", while Tsukuyomi means "moonlit night"... if we make it simple, light and darkness... which all of us feel and experience... 

blogging for me is a way to express these... no need more to be said...

see u guys at my next post... -descendingeagle