Unbelievable....

hey guys...

just need a way to release this damn feeling inside of me now...

just a little recap on what has been happening in my life so far. currently im staying at home due to the fact that i didnt enroll for this term due to circumstances beyond my control. for lasallians, i took a LOA. hope u know what that means. sorry for not sharing with everyone this information. in all honesty, i didnt want u guys to worry about me too much. (you do feel sorry for me ryt? haha!) no worries, by next term i will be alive again. still that didnt stop me from going to school to meet my friends ryt? haha! so i would like to prefer to be labeled as a rounin meaning a wanderer. it lessens the fact that im a parasite of society now. haha! oh joy....

next up, this thursday evening im going on a sort of vacation to the states. will be staying at my aunts place in Chicago. will be staying there for 2 mnths... yeah i know ill miss the xmas party thats been planning.. i cant help it.. my dad has business in the states so i really dont have a choice.. i cant bear to stay home with my mom.. (to those who dont know, me and my mom dont really get along, for personal reasons) imagine living with someone u utterly disagree on everything she does... imagine this, we were just about to leave when my mom berates my dad again on unpaid bills, dues, etc. she keeps saying that my dad is a freeloader who doesnt do anything for our family.. well excuse me, i dont see her paying our tuition fees, or giving us allowances, or paying the bills, or even working for money. NOOOOOOOO! she bombards us with constants complaints on how life sucks.. if she hasnt noticed yet there is a recession going on in the world. and that makes it hard to earn money. my dad is working his ass of just so we can survive. i know, ive been with him sometimes when he works. he also usually confides in me to release stress.. if theres one thing ive learned in lyf is that money is not everything. you can have all of it but not be truly happy. unfortunately, my mom doesnt sees that. dont get me wrong, i still love my mom. because shes, well, my mom. its a given thing that u cant erase. i just cant stand the way she looks at life... in my view she has that defeated mentality that is basically bringing our family down... shes been like this for the past 13 years... im 19 just so you know... so basically shes been like that almost my whole life... 

so im going to chicago for some time... mainly to get away from her.. dont get me wrong ill miss my sisters... i feel sorry for them that they got caught up in all this... ill really miss my friends here... mainly because they help me forget these things going on in my family... too all you guys, ill miss you all! so pls be regularly online? kay? hahaha! 

dont get me wrong guys, apart form these things happening, life is good for me.. sorry for the harsh words... just to make it clear i dont hate my mom, i hate her principles... i hope these things dont happen to you...

one more thing, from now on ill be using codes for names in my blogs. i wanna keep this blog anonymous to the majority. also i like to keep others privacy to avoid issues... so you can refer to me as "GLASY".... some people will figure out why i chose that.. hahaha! well i wrote enough for a day... see yah next tym!

-GLASY